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KEAGAN SAYS.
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29 January 2006
its Chinese New Year! i shall be cheena-piang.. da jia hao, xing nian kuai le! gong xi fa cai hong bao zai na li? Laugh.Out.Loud oh where are u ang bao?? for once, i thot miracle matchmaker was sweet. prob cuz i hardly get to hear such bold n sweet stuff from her. haha not tt i din get to hear it frm her last time.. anyway here it goes: Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me says: who's the special one? [minee_] says: eh is she the real special one or an imposter kaiqi* anticipation . says: haha not unless its u?? [minee_] says: no its not me [minee_] says: ahaha Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me says: haha [minee_] says: eh.. ure not supposed to say such stuff [minee_] says: in front of MY special one kaiqi* anticipation . says: haha okok. yes miracle matchmaker!! =P Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me says: heh sweet rite??! oh.. and i dink her special one is damn cute!! am happy for u my miracle matchmaker! [minee_] says: yes she makes me happy finally someone who can make u happy. =) now even matchmaker found her way to the cave's opening. fine... i shall juz adapt to the surroundin n turn myself into a cavewoman! dun u dink my blog's song is cute?? it suits my cave setting!! =)
27 January 2006
hmm.. i still dink horoscopes are dumb. it may sound true but its not. so lame.. i feel cheated!! But Wednesday and Thursday are the exact opposite of boring -- they are fiery, fun, cruising-down-the-highway-with-the-top-down sort of days, full of romance and exciting roadside distractions. cheapthrill!! life is as boring. anyway.. this is for u-thespecialone. http://mercury.walagata.com/w/kqkhoo/leocer.doc haha.. omg that sounds WRONG! nono.. JACE's my special one! u know u will always be.. and tt i love u!! HUGS! ok, i know ttz so PL. oh..! and we came to conclusion tt we will not n nv be one kaiqi* anticipation . says: y dun u juz b my PL?? j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: i noe j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: mayb should hor j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: we understand each other kaiqi* anticipation . says: huh.. no thanks!! j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: get along well. kaiqi* anticipation . says: hahaha j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: can fight and make up j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: and we love each other j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: thanks. j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: now u got her dun wan me kaiqi* anticipation . says: NO! y wld i wana spoil our special bond?? kaiqi* anticipation . says: besides.. who's gonna be thr for u if we were to fight n all? kaiqi* anticipation . says: and who's gonna be thr for me?? j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: hmm true j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: i wanna always be there for KHOOKAIQI (: j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: hugs :) kaiqi* anticipation . says: BIG HUG. *squeeze u tight so tt all ur tears wld fall right now and u wun have any for later* j a c e walking on a math of fear ' says: nods :) my special one... hope u r feelin MUCH better now. am always here for u! =)
26 January 2006
bathroom woes. i dun like my new bathroom =( its disorganize. i cant find my contacts casing i cant find my specs and my toothbrush is gone!!! mommy threw away my mr incredible oral-b stages!! "it cant fit into the toothbrush holder..i got u a new one" ahhh..! im pissed! y cant she put it in my rinsing mug?! argh. and i feel short bathing in my new bathroom they removed my extended platform. now even the shampoo dispenser is taller den me! the sliding door feels weird too. i wan my swinging door. everyth's juz not right. ok maybe not. i like my new mirror =) mr MCP. i declare tt sgt danny is such a pain in the ass!! gosh... wd a chauvinist!? its been a yr plus and he's ego is still as high, words are still painful as ever. and he condemns me!! shessh.. i dun c wdz wrong?! y must i like guys, y cant i love girls? wad an uncle.. he's prob still living in the BCs with the cavemen and all.. haha.
25 January 2006
boring wednesday. wheeee.. im home early for once. biz stats tmr. and im sooo.... not in the study mood. haha wun be surprise to recieve another morning call from foo choo yen tmr! ohh oh.. and dennis chiang as well! cant believe he actually called on tues.. "kaiqi u wake up alrdy anot? comin for biz acc? must come u know. u alrdy miss ur mid sem and the 15% test last saturday. u gonna fail ur module blah blah blah..." lecturer giving morning call service to students?! haha ttz funny. smth fresh. mood swinging to the extreme. ok, this is damn random. i feel dumb. not cuz of anyth but yar... juz dumb. simply. argh. nvm. horoscopes are dumb too! as u insist :) here's my dearest JACE's horoscope for the week: Rebirth and regeneration are key themes at the beginning of the week. The old leaves are being replaced by new ones (at least metaphorically, since it's still the middle of winter). You feel more connected to your friends and they feel more connected to you, as will be obvious on Wednesday and, well, every day after that this week. You find yourself doing things you wouldn't normally do on your own on Thursday. On Friday and Saturday everyone you know is simply in a great mood -- these are rare, wonderful times. Problems at home or with your family might arise Sunday, be open-minded. and this one's for ytd(240106), which she claimed to be true as well.. : Everything you feel will quite literally be written all over your face now. Everything. So if you're angry, don't bother trying to hide it, and do not -- repeat -- do not -- drive. Instead, why not just tell the person who's pushed your buttons exactly how you feel about what they've done? You don't have to be mean about it. In fact, the calmer you are, the more firmly you'll make your point.
24 January 2006
hmm.. today's entries are the other way round and super long for a purpose. this is suppose to the earlier one. plz bare with it and juz read on. =) so wad if i've got good design concept?! i know nuts abt application... everything is equivalent to rubbish!! "its gonna be excellent" ttz wd he says... "dun give up!" *roll eyes* juz a week ago he told me tt my designs only work on prints and not websites. ahhh....nmm is killing me! no way im producing tt work i have in mind! its wayyy... too difficult. ahaha... i muz be dreaming. its almost impossible to come up with an interesting site in less den two weeks! hmmm... not unless i hire a web designer to do my proj for me.. ok, i know im in my lala land again. shessh. but y cant we juz draw?! ttz so much easier. drawing is good! =) hobbling away... 4.15pm the essay-fied entry. was rotting away during econs lec today.. microecons lecture with macroecons notes. how dumb can i get?! thankfully ive got my top with me. jacq showed me this site with some kind of astrology thgy and we went crazy over it. haha i know it sounds lame but everyth turns out to be so true. and ttz freaky. sock's horoscope of the week says: Some ups and downs characterize the very start of the week, but it's only natural given the shifting nature of romance. Starting on Tuesday, the shifting takes a more positive direction, with an unexpected delight in store if you're willing to explore. and it came true!! tue's the day whr sock gets to see her T09 but somehow we kinda missed him today. were let off too late i guess.. unwilling we left Lt17 and headed home. as we reached the bridge, i realised tt i shdnt walk the stairs in case i trip n tumble down.. laughs. so we went back to administration block to take the lift. while waiting, was lookin out for u know who.. and T09 walked pass!!! see.. its true! an unexpected delight was in store for her! ok. here's mine... duno how true this will be. but it sound so damn ego and absurd. am doubtin it. hmm... horoscope of the week for me: sometimes you have to uproot everything and take a look at the soil. Monday and Tuesday, the situation below the surface is finally getting some of your attention. Sound boring? Perhaps. But Wednesday and Thursday are the exact opposite of boring. They are fiery, fun, cruising-down-the-highway-with-the-top-down sort of days, full of romance and exciting roadside distractions. Friday and Saturday, your enthusiasm hasn't let up a bit, and Sunday is about you-know-who. dots.... wdz with the u know who??!! and top-down sort of days?! goodness.. was hopin the week to be a quiet n peaceful one. its bad enough having to deal with the butterflies in my stomach for the whole of ytd n today!! and tt leads me to my horoscope of the day.. You're in a very daring and experimental mood. You're able to say what you're thinking without any editing, but you say it with so much charm that people are delighted to hear what's on your mind. Use this to your advantage. You have your pride, but you don't need to go to any drastic measures to protect it. Drop the ego when it comes to dealing with potential interests. The real, natural you is more than enough. more dots...... this whole thing is like freakin me out. thanks to jacq!! hmm.. but jacq's happy with hers. and so is sock.. now tt she had her unexpected delight. so.. wad now?? 1037pm fine. i shall juz be very daring and experimental. if not im gonna 'suffer' with butterflies in my stomach n awkwardness the whole of this week. i cant hobble that fast to avoid seeing her every now and den. so yup... anyways, if u so happen to come across my blog again.. i know i'm thick-skinned enough to think that the GIRL u blog about was actually directed at me. and yes i've read ur that entry. i'd be glad if our path ever cross tt ONE FINE DAY too. =) 1124pm Yucky yuck yuck. swear im not gonna over exert my legs for the next few months!! left knee's acting up again. *boo* doc says no more stressin of my knee.. before i gotta forgo my climb in march n june. =( i still wana go mt kinabalu.. den again if i stop running, im gonna grow fat..!! omg.. i cant imagine myself puttin on another 5kg! yucks! no way!! shdnt have played inter-levels last yr.. thanks to *ahem* SOMEBODY. haha i know this is like super duper gross..  look at the difference.. knee cap fell.  and now...  the first scar on my leg.. omg! ugly like shit! grey vicinity.  the state of uncertainty. Not known; questionable Not determined; undecided Not having sure knowledge i hate tt feelin, i seriously do. send me a sign, a hint, anything! -anastasia
23 January 2006
i'm bored. sigh... only managed to catch a wink at 7 in the mornin and the freakin constructions below gene's block juz gotta wake me up at 9!! shessh... my class is at 1 la!!! argh. i'm bored i'm bored... bloggin in nmm class n sockie's texting u know who. funny.... anyway.. ZIKIF's turnin 19 today!!!  HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!! =) Gene's depriving me of my sleep!!!! Dont let me go. wun u juz hear me out JACE?? i've got so much to say, but where do i start?? would u listen if i spoke from the heart? it's simple things that keep us apart, u know it dsnt have to be this way... im gonna love u like nobody loves u i'll earn ur trust making memories of us. yeah im gonna love u like nobody loves u i'll win ur trust making memories of us... 
21 January 2006
juz as i went to the kitchen to look for food, it brougth back all the memories i had with giant. i felt so... alone. is that correct the word? i'm not even sure. back den.. she's always there when i needed her company.. and she will be talkin non-stop while i hurry to the kitchen and back to my room. remember there was once the both of us scared the hell out of one another?! haha thanks to my lil brother. oh well.. ok i know this is funny... but i actually had a "purpose n goal" set before gg to sch today! goodness i sound so whoa rite?? hmm.. but its not wd u think.... purpose: u know who. goal: to watch u know who's skit. haha i know im such a let down. sheesh.. but the skit was brought forward!! ahhh.. by the time i rushed down in cab skit was over!! thanks... so much for gg to sch with a "purpose n goal"! *roll eyes* anyway, met up with JACE and here's wd happened in sch.. - waited for lift at a non lift level - huggin at the stairway n get caught on cctv - "shopped" at bookshop n din had enough $ to pay - entering by the exit of library. - plannin of our (3 for 2) HK trip!! - takin pics of the feminine side of attitude - and thinkin of ways to get out of tp w/o having to pass thru the intimidating "xmas" tunnel am glad tt we met up. =) sch wasnt tt bad after all.
20 January 2006
to my special someone. did i ever mention.. each time u tagg, i feel salt rubbing onto my wound. i take tt back. im sorry. i really am. now even matchmaker knows u better den i am. she was right! and hit bull's eye. [min_] i just want you back for good says: thats cos ure an important friend to her! and she knows u too well to know how u'll react ok, i should be ashame. i know u are upset with me, i dun blame u. how can i make this undone? what can i do? how can i stop this feeling inside of u? if i could make it undone, would u be there? u're still the spell im under.. do u stil care? i din mean to doubt the special bond btwn us.. juz tt sometimes i cant help but to feel that u have so many others to be there for u. and i gotta admit tt most of them do treat u much better den i do! she can cook, and she cooked for u. i cook too, but i din cook u ur fav fried rice. not anymore. i felt lousy. even with all ur assurance every now and den i still felt inferior. so maybe i do have inferiority complex after all. i duno what to say or do to make u feel appreciated and believe the amount i love u. i dun hope for anyth much either juz like before. but i want u to know tt im always here and juz wana say.. I LOVE U JACE! -hugs-  http://h1.ripway.com/kqkhoo/10Track10.wma
19 January 2006
thanks lex! :) crestfallen.  why is history repeating itself again and again?? wd have i done to deserve all this fuckin shit?! juz got out from the previous and i c another comin.. once again, i've lost the game. from my miracle matchmaker, i learnt.. if i dont anticipate, dont expect, dont yearn, dont aim, i wldnt be disappointed. if i dont want, dont need, dont even feel, i wldnt be hurt. i'm really tired.. spare me.
18 January 2006
damsel in distress.  sockie: "wdz the point when she dsnt even appreciates?!" answers, anyone? great! went for this stupid skit thgy with sock n jacq.. yet... found out tt she's in another play in another LT!! *bubble burst* argh. the urge.  shopping! clothes! here i come!!  haha.. bet tt was exactly how i look! busy smsin while enjoyin my therapy :) but a much skinnier version of course!! *happy* bought quite a no. of thgs today.. 2 mango top 1 foxwomen polo 1 roxy shirt total spendings was less den a hundred for the very first time!! $94. so proud of myself!! *grinz* haha and ttz prob due to all my reservations made.. din carry enough cash today :( ohwells... i still have 1 foxwomen demin berm 1 foxwomen polo 1 tommygirl shirt 1 tommyhilfiger sandal 1 roxy long sleeve 1 abercrombie shirt 1 topman shirt and... i want tt $149 newurbanmale bag!!! so ttz the amount of shopping i done... more to go!! but its...  resting time for my poor feet now, before i start torturing them again tmr.. haha.. i pity my skinny long legs =P though im not the reason for ur frequent visits to sch.. am happy, still :) found yet taken.
17 January 2006
missing u. gosh wdz wrong with me today!? went for retail therapy and came home without a single shoppin bag...?! shessh.. anyway.. Ms. Giant, i got ur jersey size changed. collection date?? yay! and i cant wait for thursday! *grinz* ok that was damn random. if i have wings, i'll leave. says: wad u doing RIGHT now? kaiqi* eros the bittersweet. says: nth.. wd do u expect? haha.. if i have wings, i'll leave. says: no like u can do nth and in dreamland thinking of ... i shall not say me fine. gay partner was right... i miss my miracle matchmaker..! where have u been?? i miss my naggy ruthy..! so when are we running again?? i miss my crappy sammie..! how's u n eyecandy?? i miss my cindy sweets..! why cant u juz stay put?? i miss my da bian tai..! where's my daily hugs for my smiles?? i miss charlene my econs tutor..! when am i getting my puzzle?? i miss my rach bestie.. even though i juz saw u today :) i miss her..! din get to see her in school :( and.. i miss u JACE..! simply.
14 January 2006
the inside or the outside. saw her today when i was outside Lt20 deciding if i shd budge in n pass giant her xmas prezzie. does she even knw tt i exist? anyway hope u like the prezzie sorry if its too small. go change it urself k?? here!! ttz her, my da bian tai.  grab this off her frenster! lets juz hope she wun kill me for postin her pic here.. sorry sam.. can i post u on my blog?? yup and thanks for being there! much love from xiao bian tai :) sam, the da bian tai. omg!! i swear i love my 'da bian tai' i miss her so much!! she's the sweetest! was askin for a hug from her ytd.. s: hey if a hug cld make u feel better for a day, i'd give u alotta hugs everyday if i cld, juz to keep u smiling. k: so where's my hug today?? s: im going back sc tmr after school will u be anywhere nearby? k: omg! am i gonna get a real hug frm u? was juz expecting it thru the sms ttz all. u made my day! :) s: oh u meant juz sms? haha if i cld give u a real hug everyday i wld! yeapp i'll be in sc tmr :) hehs im glad i made ur day. but its really thnx to the email u sent for xmas that got us talkin again! its great to know tt we can still talk n stuff. i really miss u all. k: how can i let my da bian tai go so easily?? u were the one who carried tables for me during chinese lesson back den in sec2. yup xiao bian tai miss u too! s: we had some fun times during chinese huh. haha.. :) u shd slp soon, its quite late. till u can have ur real hug; *hugs* love u xiao bian tai!!! :) and so... got my real hug from her today! argh.. but we forgot to take pictures!! wait til i grab hold of her pic.. and u will knw who my da bian tai is! :)
13 January 2006
advance fri13. ytd was bad.. really bad. fri the 13th came early this yr.. saw attitude in school again immediately knew im gonna be suay for the rest of my day. how true can tt be?? dearest JACE came tp.. met up with eyecandy for a 15min drink and yet i missed the chance of knowing her?! wtf was i doing at the library?? should have juz stayed in the lab with attitude jace introduce attitude to her la!! shessh.. now i'm jealous of attitude?! told u im gonna be suay! argh. decided to stay put in lab4 to continue with my project while waiting for attitude to finish hers. juz in case i miss my chance again. tick tock tick tock..
12 January 2006
its thurday!! i cant wait to get to school! cant wait for biz stats to be over cant wait to rush to biz park to have lunch! cuz its thursday! =) Six thirty in the morning, And im riding on a bus It takes me to places That's short of all sense and touch I think of you And I fall along that dusty road Trampled upon the things that's been said and told. Whoa, its cold The air outside it mocks through the window Faces they're making me not want to show. That I've been wondering for quite some time To say I've never met a girl so fine. The bus turns round the corner, Why cant it be any sooner? I just cant wait to get to school Cos that's when I see you Don't you know there's just so much for me to say Didn't you think you'd make me feel this way? Cos when im next to you There's a feeling I hide You whisk the words away, Back inside credits: lyrics from sam's eyecandy.
11 January 2006
there he stood waiting for me.. suddenly felt that i need grandpa more den he needs me! please, will you juz stay with me?? dun leave me the way like grandma did. im sorry for everything.. and all tt i've done. not angry or anything.. juz needed some time alone. dun wana be fake. dun wana hurt u. i need u, still i want u to know. read ur blog.. saw u in school today. jovial u?? where?! i dun see it. up, down, left, right. a blank look. that's what i saw. so quiet so lost so unlike u. if there's a way to get to you somehow i need to know right now. wish tt i cld help wish tt i cld make u smile. but all tt i can do.. is to look at u from afar. dear God, please take good care of her. and JACE of cuz! please shower them with all the happiness u can give with all tt they deserve! am waiting for the big warm loving HUG!! ineffable. Incapable of being expressed; indescribable or unutterable.
10 January 2006
great! was late for nmm again!! argh.. and i miss biz stats tutorial with 1B20!! anyway.. my biz stats lecturer is the greatest!! gave me personal tutorial cuz i missed all the make ups and mark my attendance! whr can u get such great lecturer?! THANK YOU MR. FOO!! hmm.. swear today's a bad day. had a fight with JACE had a fight with mom. im sorry i guess im juz cranky. was searching for a cd ever since 7pm found it at 1045pm at last! and guess how much was it? 25 bucks?! no! it was more den that! tgt with all my cab and bus fare... 37 bucks? shessh.. and swear i will nv step into marina square ever again!! its so freakin big!!! argh.. and not one cd shop in there! wad the heck?! legs all jelly-fied.. frm marina sq to citylink to suntec to bugis to bras basah to raffles city back to citylink den marina sq. took a breather.. and here we go again.. from marina sq to heeren to paragon den back to marina sq again!! Goodness gracious! finally settle down for dinner at 11pm. carls jr!! went photo crazy!! and the burger was humoungous!!  ok. dinner was great!! it was FILLING. and back we go... citylink once more!! journey back was fun. outings with gene is never dull. laughter throughout as promised. i juz love her companionship! she nv fails to make my day! I've been through all this hell before, I've seen it all and more. If you think I'm gonna fade away, you don't know me You think you have the upper hand, well that's not my plan. ... you just don't know me at all.
09 January 2006
personality test day. what's your true colour??  Red Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice - impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.  Green You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum - reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color! but y do i get two extremes when i retook the test?? hmm... split personality?? what kind of girlfriend are you? A Steady Supporter Stand by your man - that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too. suffocated. i duno wd to say anymore, wd to do anymore. Can you tell me what happened here? tell me how I should feel. My life seems to be in disarray. been staying in the tub for hours again. wish i could juz stay in the tub forever and drown myself in there. no chance. sis always spoiling things for me. argh. thanks.. i knew there was smth to it. smth more.. but it was all along an assumption which i made, waiting to be confirm. It may sound absurd But don't be naive Even heroes have the right to bleed it's not easy to be me.
07 January 2006
a strenuous night. dinner was so-so.. but smth's wrong with us ytd. jace, attitude, weijie n i 1 big guy n 3skinny gurls (1 with extremely big appetite) cldnt finish this amt of food?!! [pictures to be uploaded soon] ya.. smth's really wrong. anyway... nxt stop - happy daze. din drink much myself thought it wasnt right.. but someone went crazy drinkin.. 1 apricot brandy with 7up for a start followed by 3 shots and the ultimate 9 brandy shots and mixture at one go! drink drank drunk. i wun elaborate.. the 3 of us were totally drained out by her! end of story. and thanks ar!! i ended up having to sleep on a "beach"!
06 January 2006
first thg i step into school... saw jace's attitude. it was.. hmmm.. weird?? anyway today's great. went for comm skills make up haha and guess wd ms aisha said?! "u din hand up ur resume and cover letter.. im extremely shocked by ur doings u dun look like the type who dsnt hands up her homework." haha omg!! since when?!! but its really nice of her to let me off and mark my 2months late assignment! woohoo..! kaiqi khoo ure juz so pro!! Thank You Ms Aisha!! ohoh!! den went for NE talk with jacq and sock juz cuz T09 was there!! it was damn funny.. haha.. he's cute as usual.. but he look so freakin weird with his bright yellow shirt and funny looking berms 'gao xiao'!! i was msgin non-stop when walkin next to him on the steps, as though he's no biggie. haha n i saw his legs! like finally?! hmm.. i wun go into details. yup and sockie was damn 'gan chiong' !! she rubbed shoulders.. nono or izit juz arms?? anyway, thing is she touched T09!! (mission T09) hilarious!! but he gave me the pissed off look when jacq and i was kinda like blocking his way.. shessh wadz wrong?! we took less den 10sec la! *roll eyes* cant help it if we are tt bimbotic. argh. nvm. off to gardens for dinner... hmm.. im happy. i am. was doing catching up again... love catching up! catching up is good. was on msn with this guy who gets drunk on milk with his famous quote of "everybody loves Raymond!" is now my official gay partner once more. someone who can make me laugh like nobody's biz with his simple vocabs, verbs and adjectives. haha.. and the pro part, he's not even crappy or lame! its juz him. God, im thankful.
05 January 2006
chaotic. crap. woke up late again. pon-ed school for 3 whole days! getting debarment for sure. alrdy got 4 warning letters for this sem. SIGH.. how great.. pon school yet gotta stay home and eat dust. the living room now is in such a big mess!! sawdust flying everywhere.. cables and newspapers all over the floor.. pieces of wood here and there!! argh. worst still.. no electricity! meaning no light, no fan, no tv, no heater!! shessh.. oh and did i mention?? the whole freaking house stinks like shit! ahhhh... and tmr is my turn! goodness gracious. seriously duno what my room will turn out to be like?! its alrdy in a mess now.. cant imagine it in a worst state!! room noww...  things will be different!! *additional of sofa??* repainting?? still in consideration.. but wardrobe's gonna move bed's gonna move and puzzle to be taken down! argh. ahhh.. and im moving too. moving to another room moving on again. (Oct 20th) crap and my exams are coming.. how am i gonna study lidat?? shessh... anyway.. saw her blog ytd.. everyth's juz so sweet! felt really happy reading it there's so much happiness and smiles. was rather surprised tt im not at all upset. hmmm.. i guess she's mine eyecandy after all. =) one fine day if u so happen to come across my blog.. yup im one of the stalker. =)
01 January 2006
Gratitude. a feeling of thankfulness and appreciation. Big Thank You-s to: darren shen zhi yang (he insisted) for his grandfather's nagging, care and concern. rachel my bestie for doing me endless favours. cindy for tolerating my extreme lateness and all. eemin my miracle matchmaker for always being there to mend my broken heart. jacq for your constant reminders of deadlines. sockie for all your trackings and updates of my eyecandy. yc for pigging me when im tired, carrying my bag when i dun feel like it. tommy for your midnight milo and morning cereal. very sweet of you. aaron for always being there for me. sorry for all my late night prata cravings. J A C E for every single thing. love u babe! sammie for being my crapmate and all. ruthy for givin in to the whiney me and being my naggy grandmama. charlene for putting up with all my crappy questions and my demand for better examples during econs crash course. shou shou for always being my last minute BAcc tutor. genevieve for submitting to all my nonsensical demands and living with my crap till 5a.m in the morning everyday. sheena jie jie for your guidance. giant for all the memories u have created. juz a few, but they are more den enuf. and of course many many others. u guys know who u are.. thanks for making 2005 such a wonderful year for me! am grateful for everything. THANK YOU! 
besties reunite!  here we go again...  our usuals..  snapping away..  I LOVE MY BESTIES!!! and as usual.. our busy ruth is away for training.. i miss u girl! when are the 4 of us ever meeting again?! cant wait for our next outing!! -hugs- HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 
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Keagan
 An average guitar playing guy, with dreams and aspirations. one that like things simple and keep things that way. |